He Loves Me Not.

Riley was at home, simply laying on his bed and looking up at his ceiling as his stereo played out a Nickleback CD. He didn't really have anywhere to be and he just didnt wanna spend time with his parents. He felt like a freak, plain and simple. He was a fagot and it was costing him one of his brestfriends. It had happened a few weeks ago but it still burned him the way it happened, the way Peter was reacting to it...

Peter was standing outside Riley's door, pacing back and forth as he considered going home...
But no. He had to stay. Had to talk to Riley. Ever since Riley fucking kissed him, he'd been having these feelings... for guys.. he'd never doubted his sexuality... until now.
He sighed and knocked loudly on Riley's door.

Riley inwardly groaned but got up and stretched before stepping over to his door. He scowled at the poster of Tim Tibow that he thought was so cute. He fucking needed help.
He opened the door.
"What?" He snapped irritably until he noticed who it was.
"Oh...Hi Peter."

"What did you do to me...?" Peter asked, dragging a hand across his face. His eyes were bloodshot, he hadn't gotten any sleep last night.

"What do you mean?" Riley shuffled his feet nervously, not wanting to look his friend in the eyes and see the disgust there the disgust at him.

"I want it again... I want to kiss someone. A dude. It's not fucking normal." He snapped, fingers running through his long blonde hair.

Riley looked up at him with a surprised face.
"Well welcome to the fucking club Peter. And...."
He wanted to say it was normal but it wasn't, atleast not to them.
"And..You can kiss me."

"I don't want to! Well I want to but I don't want to want to... goddamnit." He looked away.

"Peter....I know how you feel...I have dealt with it for years." Riley's brow furrowed at the other boy.

"Why'd you have to go and kiss me....?" Peter sighed, looking down at his feet.

Riley rolled his eyes.
"Well hell, why did you kiss Darcy or Mia? Because I like you. And yeah, I know that makes me gay but big whoop."

Peter grabbed his face and kissed him. It was sloppy but he had been hoping the feelings would stop now. They didn't. He only wanted it more now.

Riley was shocked, his body rigid but soon he melted into the kiss and pulled Peter closer.

Peter made a face as he was pulled in closer but he tried to become comfortable with this...

Riley was very comfortable with this. Not like he did it often but....He wanted this and he knew he did. He pulled Peter into his room so he parents wouldn't walk up and see them.

Peter's arms tentatively wrapped around Riley's neck. His lips were still shut tightly.

Riley's hands gently rubbed Peter's back. He hesitantly licked Peter's bottom lip, asking for entrance.

Peter froze, tensing up as he parted his lips slightly. A part of him was disgusted but a much larger part was loving it.

Riley's tongue explored his friends mouth, leaving not one part of that hot cavern untouched. His fingers ran though the long blond locks.

Peter shuddered, small whimper escaping him. That was the weirdest sensation he'd ever felt.

Riley pulled back, a small frown gracing his lips.
"Peter....Are you okay?" He questioned worriedly.

"So fucking weird..." He muttered, shaking the feeling away.

"C'mon Peter, its not that bad....I mean.....Being gay is something....alot of people are gay and lots of people support it. Im not saying your gay but I am...and I like you. Dont call me a freak..."

"I'm not... this is just different for me alright? It's just plain weird at the moment but I want more of it."

"Im not denying you more of it. If you want more Peter, Im very much willing to give you more." Riley smiled, kissing his cheek.